The problem with my blogs

They have strong starts. I secretly I think sound intelligent.

But even if they are intelligent, they could always use an editor. At the beginning, I reread things four or five times to minimize the silly mistakes I can make.

However, I get tired of that. I just want to write something. You know, show that I’m smart.

Then the errors increase and I write a bunch of nothing.

Then I look back on what I read, and feel that I should wait until I actually have a good thought, you know, like in the beginning.

Then I don’t have a good thought and I get sucked into life and my reflecting time decreases to close to zero, as I usually have a phone on me that allows me the pleasure of not having to put thoughts together.

So the solution isn’t waiting for a good hour.

And the solution isn’t write shit and drivel.

The solution is, as it always is, trying hard.