Fun

It feels weird to have fun with my wife and son in the hospital. (My son is fine, but my wife is not.)

I don’t want to do it.

The proper alternative is to be productive.

The more likely is to waste time on things that are not fun but also aren’t meaningful.

I can stare at my phone without fun or meaning.

That is not a good road to go down.

And so my mission is to support them. To do this I need to make sure I am as physically and mentally fit as possible.

This means allowing myself to have fun.

I still don’t want to though.

Once I have word that everything will be fine, then I will want to have fun. We thought we had it, but something else came up.

We will get there. Just taking longer than expected.

Just talking to myself.